A Countdown of Sorts

I want to run away right now.

Right now.

May

escapism

noun

the avoidance of reality by absorption of the mind inentertainment or in an imaginative situation, activity, etc.

I found myself wondering what I will have to pay for freedom.

I've been to the top. It's endless.

I found myself by the docks again. Waiting.

I've never felt more like having a good cry and running far away. The strange thing is today hasn't been that bad. 

d i s s a p p e a r

f r e e 

h o m e 

t r a n q u i l i t y

c o h e s i o n

h a p p i n e s s

l o v e

t i g h t  h u g s

k i s s e s  o n  t h e  t o p  o f  y o u r  h e a d 

f r i e n d s

b o y f r i e n d s

s l e e p o v e r s

c h o c o l a t e

f i l m s 

b o o k s 

s h o p p i n g 

d a y d r e a m s

n i a l l  h o r a n

f r e d d i e  h i g h m o r e 

etc.

I think that when everyone  hears the words 'essay', 'test' or 'exam' they are genetically programmed to:

A. - Freak out

B. -Build up mental blockages

C. -Freak out

D. -Panic and stress

To,
      My Soul Mate

WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU RIGHT NOW?

From,

The Lonely Girl You'll Marry